8.Never Gonna Find Me

On a mission started by my own admission
I will leave you all behind
By direction Ill create my own protection
The real me youll never find

Aspirations turn to fear and desperation
Nothings ever good enough for you
Burn in sorrow cause I see theres no tomorrow
Youll only see what I want you to

Never gonna find me
Never gonna find me
Way down deep inside there is a real me
Im always gonna hide and this is who youll see
Never gonna find me
Never gonna find me
Way down deep inside they havent found me yet
Im always gonna hide and this is who youll get

On a mission to establish my attrition
You may think that you have won
Your rejection has brought on my introspection
Ill escape Ill only run

Accusations may destroy my motivation
I can feel it when youre pushing me
Burn in sorrow cause I see theres no tomorrow
Only I know which me youll see

Break away!
Run!
Down inside!
Ive got to!
Push it way!
Down!
I did not choose this!

I dont really know
What I want to say
I cant afford the throw
Cant make it go away
Try to make it through
Fuck your decision
I cant feel myself
But Im burning up now!

Never gonna find me